Monday, May 03, 2004
Uggg, It's MONDAY
Hey Everyone!
I know, I haven't posted in a while. I've been so busy and had a lot on my mind lately.
I'm finally settled into the new place. Just a raise at work and bought a new car. So, I'm feeling a little overwhelmed at times.
My love life is good. He's a great guy and he sure does put up with a lot of shit from me....lol I LOVE YOU HONEY BUNCHES OF OATS!!
I'm just finding out that people you think are your friends aren't your friends. I use to have this friend, I really liked her and she was a good person, only a few months ago I found out that she has changed so much we just can't be friends. She says that we should be "civil" because we have mutual friends. Only, I don't want to be "civil". I feel either your my friend or your NOT and quite frankly I don't want to be around her. She's very depressing and just brings the mood down whenever she is around. She has said and done some things that have really hurt my feelings and I just don't think it's right. I truley thought she was a FRIEND, only now I think I was her friend BUT she was NEVER mine. Only when it benefited her. And I definitely don't need that. One day I hope she learns that her actions causes people pain and hurt. She is not all that she thinks she is. Oh well. This past year has been really trying at times, she was there, supported me through it all, but when it came down to the end, the happy part she has been no where to find. That doesn't make sense to me, how can you be around throughout the bad and then when it's good disappear. Sometimes I feel like I have this big-huge disease and that's why she is the way that she is...
I've been through a lot in the last year and I feel I have come away from all the hurt and pain this last year has thrown at me a much STRONGER person. Jason has been around through it all and has been a wonderful pillar of support and strentgh for me. Without him, I'm not sure I would have made it through.
I finally told my other friend this weekend, what happened and she was fine with it. I guess it's not as bad as I told myself. If they are my TRUE FRIENDS then they will stick around. (Jason has told me that from the start, but I guess I didn't listen very well).
Sometimes, day to day life it still a stuggle for me, but I manage to get through it. There is always tomorrow and tomorrow will be much better than today.
Okay, enough of that. This weekend was busy. My friend Amy (from San Diego) came up and we went car shopping. She was in an accident and they totalled her convertible Mustang and now she is the proud owner of a Ford Escape. She tells me that she really likes her new car and I'm very happy for her.
We also had a birthday party to go for Scott. We went to a place in North Hollywood and it was so much fun! It's a sushi bar, they are so much fun there. They danced behind the line and on the bar stools. I had never been there before, so it was a lot of fun!!! We must go there again!!
I must go back to work now..."chat" more later.
Hey Everyone!
I know, I haven't posted in a while. I've been so busy and had a lot on my mind lately.
I'm finally settled into the new place. Just a raise at work and bought a new car. So, I'm feeling a little overwhelmed at times.
My love life is good. He's a great guy and he sure does put up with a lot of shit from me....lol I LOVE YOU HONEY BUNCHES OF OATS!!
I'm just finding out that people you think are your friends aren't your friends. I use to have this friend, I really liked her and she was a good person, only a few months ago I found out that she has changed so much we just can't be friends. She says that we should be "civil" because we have mutual friends. Only, I don't want to be "civil". I feel either your my friend or your NOT and quite frankly I don't want to be around her. She's very depressing and just brings the mood down whenever she is around. She has said and done some things that have really hurt my feelings and I just don't think it's right. I truley thought she was a FRIEND, only now I think I was her friend BUT she was NEVER mine. Only when it benefited her. And I definitely don't need that. One day I hope she learns that her actions causes people pain and hurt. She is not all that she thinks she is. Oh well. This past year has been really trying at times, she was there, supported me through it all, but when it came down to the end, the happy part she has been no where to find. That doesn't make sense to me, how can you be around throughout the bad and then when it's good disappear. Sometimes I feel like I have this big-huge disease and that's why she is the way that she is...
I've been through a lot in the last year and I feel I have come away from all the hurt and pain this last year has thrown at me a much STRONGER person. Jason has been around through it all and has been a wonderful pillar of support and strentgh for me. Without him, I'm not sure I would have made it through.
I finally told my other friend this weekend, what happened and she was fine with it. I guess it's not as bad as I told myself. If they are my TRUE FRIENDS then they will stick around. (Jason has told me that from the start, but I guess I didn't listen very well).
Sometimes, day to day life it still a stuggle for me, but I manage to get through it. There is always tomorrow and tomorrow will be much better than today.
Okay, enough of that. This weekend was busy. My friend Amy (from San Diego) came up and we went car shopping. She was in an accident and they totalled her convertible Mustang and now she is the proud owner of a Ford Escape. She tells me that she really likes her new car and I'm very happy for her.
We also had a birthday party to go for Scott. We went to a place in North Hollywood and it was so much fun! It's a sushi bar, they are so much fun there. They danced behind the line and on the bar stools. I had never been there before, so it was a lot of fun!!! We must go there again!!
I must go back to work now..."chat" more later.
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