Friday, October 15, 2004
A lot of life changes......................
Hi Everyone. I know I haven't posted in almost 2 months. Things in my life have changed drastically.
We found out right after Labor Day that I am "pregnant"! So, that was a HUGE SHOCK and a HUGE ADJUSTMENT. I couldn't believe I was pregnant, I had them do the test a total of 3 times. Your probably asking, why couldn't you believe it? Well, I was on the birth control pill, so going to the emergency room for a minor problem and finding out that you are pregnant was wierd for me. Apparently, when you are on antibiotics the birth control pill doesn't work. So, we found out.
Let me just tell you a little history...a few years ago, all I wanted was a baby. Having a baby meant the world to me. But then my life had some pretty traumatic things happen and having a baby was definitely put on the back burner. So much so, that I decided I didn't want one until I was married. I wanted to be pregnant around the age of 35 and the baby be born right about 36. So, having a baby now is not what I had in store for myself. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy and excited now, it just took some time to get used the idea. I guess it all sunk in when we went to the Ultrasound, we got to see the baby and hear the heartbeat and that is when my feelings changed.
Jason is pretty scared and nervous about being a father and having a baby. He has his moods, but I know that he will be an awesome father. He has so much energy and love. I've seen him children in the past and they always adore him. I think it's because he's such a kid himself. He always finds the fun in things. He's a kid at heart. I think that's one of the things that drew me to him. His caring and nurturing nature. He's always so attentive. I know having a baby scares him financially, but I think that we will be okay and make it. We've made it this far, we can make it.
So, in finding out that we were expecting...we had to find a larger place to live. So, we set out to find one and did. So, this weekend is the big move. We've already moved some things over, but the "official" move is this weekend. We got a really nice place. I was so excited when we found it. It has a washer/dryer, dishwasher, spa tub in the master bath, 2 bedrooms/2 bath, alarm system and a gated community. VERY NICE!!!
Oh, so the wedding.....We've decided to not have a big/huge wedding. We are just going to Vegas and getting married in December. We've invited a bunch of friends and family, so it'll be nice. The good thing about living in LA, is that Las Vegas isn't too far, so most of our friends can go. Woo Hoo!!!!
Well, I should go for now. It's a little after 4pm and I need to finish some work.
I promise, as soon as we are settled into our new place, I will try and write more often.
Bye
Hi Everyone. I know I haven't posted in almost 2 months. Things in my life have changed drastically.
We found out right after Labor Day that I am "pregnant"! So, that was a HUGE SHOCK and a HUGE ADJUSTMENT. I couldn't believe I was pregnant, I had them do the test a total of 3 times. Your probably asking, why couldn't you believe it? Well, I was on the birth control pill, so going to the emergency room for a minor problem and finding out that you are pregnant was wierd for me. Apparently, when you are on antibiotics the birth control pill doesn't work. So, we found out.
Let me just tell you a little history...a few years ago, all I wanted was a baby. Having a baby meant the world to me. But then my life had some pretty traumatic things happen and having a baby was definitely put on the back burner. So much so, that I decided I didn't want one until I was married. I wanted to be pregnant around the age of 35 and the baby be born right about 36. So, having a baby now is not what I had in store for myself. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy and excited now, it just took some time to get used the idea. I guess it all sunk in when we went to the Ultrasound, we got to see the baby and hear the heartbeat and that is when my feelings changed.
Jason is pretty scared and nervous about being a father and having a baby. He has his moods, but I know that he will be an awesome father. He has so much energy and love. I've seen him children in the past and they always adore him. I think it's because he's such a kid himself. He always finds the fun in things. He's a kid at heart. I think that's one of the things that drew me to him. His caring and nurturing nature. He's always so attentive. I know having a baby scares him financially, but I think that we will be okay and make it. We've made it this far, we can make it.
So, in finding out that we were expecting...we had to find a larger place to live. So, we set out to find one and did. So, this weekend is the big move. We've already moved some things over, but the "official" move is this weekend. We got a really nice place. I was so excited when we found it. It has a washer/dryer, dishwasher, spa tub in the master bath, 2 bedrooms/2 bath, alarm system and a gated community. VERY NICE!!!
Oh, so the wedding.....We've decided to not have a big/huge wedding. We are just going to Vegas and getting married in December. We've invited a bunch of friends and family, so it'll be nice. The good thing about living in LA, is that Las Vegas isn't too far, so most of our friends can go. Woo Hoo!!!!
Well, I should go for now. It's a little after 4pm and I need to finish some work.
I promise, as soon as we are settled into our new place, I will try and write more often.
Bye
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